01. What disappoints you the most?
somebody touching my screen~ i will ROAR!!!

02. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
Barcelona! {shocked that its not korea, huh? haha}

03. What's your favorite thing to do?
go ga ga over koreans which all look ard da same~

04. Do you think money can buy happiness?
ya can; but short while nia

05. If you can have one dream to come true, what would it be?
dont wake up from my dream

06. Do you believe you can survive without money?
can! i was born without money anywayz~ {thus i'll die faster without money too, u cant bring money to hell/heaven dude!}

07. What are you afraid to lose the most?
to not gain anything after i have lost.

08. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
continue with my day-dreaming. OOOoooOOOOOoo

09. What color represents you the most?
DUH! purple la~~

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you?
smiles; laughs; words of comfort :)

11. What makes you happy?
nothing that makes me sad~

12. What type of person do you hate the most?
fakes? hmm . . hating very tiring deh! just ignore just ignore~

13. Where do you see yourself 10 years down the road?
meaning shld b 30 yrs old~ hmm . . KOREA maybe? LOL

14. If you could have a superpower, what would it be?
whoo~ fly here fly there~

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
life la DUH~ if no life jiu nothing is impt le wad~

16. Any childhood memories you'll like to re-live?
OOOooo~~~ go back indo peng crab~

17. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
my something-wrong-ness

18. What makes you cry?
hmm... like no particular reason.

19. What is your least favourite animal?
frogs~~ OOoooOOOO~~

20. What is one thing your friends probably don't know about you?
jiu dont know that you dont know me lo~ OMG!

Instructions: Remove 1 question from above, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. Kai Hoow
2. Suyee
3. Kah Wei
4. Wen Fang
5. Jason
6. Syaipul
7. Joyce
8. Zhiyang

题目的原因
everyday we see on the news, crisis, tragedies, accidents, terrorists attacks, illnesses. what is the world becoming? not one day, theres no such news. i do pity and sympathize those innocent people out there who just lost their lives. they still have a long way to go and yet it just ends *LIKE THAT.

在一夜之间
it just had me thinking, do we deserve this? posting this most probably will get me into trouble. but i just wanna point out my view. those innocent are really innocent, but when u see the big picture, seeing all mankind as a whole, we are the ones polluting this world, making it an ugly place. burning forests, inventing machines altho to protect but its main task is to destroy. if there werent these things, these actions, will the world be a better place? would we still be punished? you can say that i'm simple minded but think about it, ITS MOST PROBABLY JUST THIS SIMPLE! take for example the weird viruses which are haunting us right now. SARS and bla blas. if we humans did not contaminate the environment, would there be such illness? viruses don't just appear like BOOM! in the past, we survive on mainly medicine, now, we are dying because of medicine. wad medicine? pesticides, pollution. y i say pollution are medicines? because, those were produce in the process of helping mankind, but in the long run, it harm us. mother nature gave this and that to us. our greed, our corrupted minds took it for granted, we are gradually destroying it. so think about it, do we humans deserve these crisis to fall upon us? what is right what is wrong?

我到底有没有资格
i know i have no rights to comment about this, cos nothing really bad happened to me. i did not lose my family in the earthquake, i did not have any close ones murdered and so on.. //or maybe just one, my heart. but i know this is my punishment for what i did in my previous life or somesort// but to those who did bad, the world is facing the judgement, the punishment, paying the price which is too huge. i can say maybe my sympathy isnt as strong as those eye witnesses and families who have lost their beloved but i pray i still pray and think about the impossible: the world to be a better place. its a simple wish but it carries alot of weight. wishful thinking? nope, its not. not only me, everybody have the rights to think and dream about this dream.

美好世界
define whats a better place you would like to be in. a better place where we are killing the bad? is killing good? taking pills and more pills. with the change of medicine, viruses change as well. the pills get stronger, viruses too. are we fighting our own war? before medicine was invented, do those people need pills? whats a better place? WHAT?!

人类啊； 是最可怕的动物。
still, i pray for *us . . 因为，我们也是最可怜的。

我要这个。
我要那个。
就因为我要，因此我选择不要。
要，你可真毒啊。
把我都搞昏了。
要，你可真毒啊。
把我都搞得不成人行。
让我痴痴的渴望到底我要什么。
让我痴痴的等待着什么。

to those who want to design/photoshop but "dunno how to". i will be posting some tutorials up. hopefully this would help! dese are all SUPER BASIC !!!! u can use it but under the following conditions

//please show some appretiation by tagging on my board; a tks would be nice!
//credit if use
//no bashing no spamming { i know i'm not tt professional~ }

不要觉得我总是在说别人。
我在说道理的当儿，想一想，我是不是在说你。
不要想或好奇那个人到底是谁。
因为往往你在想别人的时候，其实是你在犯错。
请检讨检讨你自己。
谢谢。

i think i will get into much trouble after posting this up. but this is my story; whats yours? i'm just going to spill everything out. afriend! i think i might need your help again!


y doesnt doing the right thing doesnt look right at all. those finger pointing. those criticisms/favoritisms always turn out to be right instead. "FACE"; the face isit that important? the image isit that important? admitting wrong, deserving the punishment is an image! if people says you this and says you that, do u think is that important? tell yourself you are doing the right thing, u are also protecting something so be proud of it. as long as your conscience is clear, i think its fine. if you cant handle something then let the people with higher authority handle it. yes i understand that we care about ones future. but if we don't even stop the wrong from the start, it will never end doesnt it? something still has to be done.

if the higher authority is unhappy about it and throws the blame on us. i think we should stand up for ourselves as we already did our part by reminding and telling but we still cant change it if something wrong has happen cos humans are not robots which cannot be controlled. we are students, what can we do. if really we do carry out actions, the seriousness might get even worse, and it the end the blame still falls on us and even get worse. whats the use?

one more thing, these reminding and telling to you is harsh is wrong or become a nuisance but it is the right thing to do! you may seem that things said are just saying to shield ourselves but did u even put yourself in our shoes or picture yourself in our situation that why are we carrying out all these. thinking that we did just for the fun of it, misuse of our authority or simple just for show? some people do but think over, do you deserve it? look at your work look at your attitude before you defend yourself, before you complain to others that we are the bad ones here when actually you are fighting your own enemy.

in addition, some people just need to be seen around to show that they are around. y cant ones presence be a fruitful one? be a meaningful one? all those sweet talkings, all those sorry, all those u feel & i knows do u really mean it? u know u have done this and y still keep doing it? remind isnt going to work all the time because most of the time not only other people are reminding u, u yourself are also doing the same. i keep having this thinking y people say guilty but i dont guilt from the person saying it? sorry is just a simple gesture. it carries no weight at all. tear down your mask please . . i understand that i m heartless but seriously as time goes by what i see is this. weightless apologies, fake smiles, sweet talks. we always say dun only talk/say, do it! so y isnt it still not done? or another situation, where coming out from your mouth is saying you appreciate our hardwork yet you are restricting us, blocking us thinking we will get into trouble, NO! get you into trouble. minds our mankind these days are seriously getting corrupted by materialistic things, BY FACE !

this thing have been kept inside of me for a long long time. something regarding the one for all all for one. some people are seen so obviously that they care about people's welfare. to them those who shout, those who make you work your butt out are those who dun care abt your welfare. it that really true? this is a characteristic of a "L". we always get the things done and then relax later, right? so isit this relax for all or for one? y many people picture it not for a whole but for individual? we are given a project, i personally is unhappy with always the same old people working hard where others are chit-chatting but hands arent actually moving. and i was told, we ought to have fun while working. i know it should be done this way but what i see is fun is there but work isnt done. in addtion we have a deadline, that makes me feel even worse. moreover, this is a group project, you are not doing for me, you are doing it for your own, so y cant u help me help yourself? instead of picturing me as a workaholic, a heartless being. when i sincerely is taking care of everyone's welfare, everyone's reputation to a certain extend. i know my method is wrong, but dont u want to feel the glory getting nearer to you?

lastly, we always think of what is not done instead of what is being done. since its done, we should get ourselves prepared for the consequences be it good or bad.

today is just soSOsoSOsoOOOoooo wrong!

FIRST//performance DUH?!
totally screwed! whatever & whatevers. one of us have to take the blame/being labeled for something that we have not done. somebody just have to save their asses & dun care about the welfare of others. wads humanity becoming these days.

SECOND//damn those sickening lecturers again
was suppose to be a chance but it just flewed away & i was only told today! they give me lame reasons lame excuses. most prob once again just wanna save their ass from getting fired! did not even approach me & str8 away strike me off the list.

THIRD//sickening timetable
scanned through my timetable OMG! wth is this! one hr lesson ONLY on THURSDAY & FULL DAY ON FRIDAY ! with 3 hrs break in between ! i so wanna kill the management of NYP ! so stupid can!

FORTH//lagging network
what is happening to deviantart dese days?! lagging like shit OR WORSE loads NOTHING AT ALL ! n no notification of wads going on~ WHERE THE HELL IS THE MANNERS! the "sorry for inconvenience". where where where?! argh!

FIFTH//bad news
very very bad news! my doctor just passed away LIKE 2 WEEKS AGO ! but only knew today. everything is just lagging! i really cant believe such a healthy person just passed away LIKE THAT ! one fall; its the end of the story. was 86 yrs old; he had perfect eyesight IMAGINE THAT ! eat healthy, treats ppl nice, helped me survived my first ever heart attack when i was 9 i think. teach me how to take care of myself & BEM! R.I.P.



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