today is my BIRTHDAY! older me. cries. u know today is the day where my mum suffer the most. today is the day my father cry the most, i think. today is the day my brother officially become the elder one. today will be my day. so as alot of people, buah ha ha alot of ppl is born today! & look what daniel did. "thanks ar~" LOL!
//its switching too fast huh. o my eyes hurts! { he did the logo, i did the gif }
my shifu, send me a song at 12sharp{ i think }! sadly i got the song already HAHAHA~ its a nice song! nice mv too! let me share it with you guys. by the beautiful ladies of CHEONG SANG JI HEE.
japanese, sang by korean leh! this song very OMG de leh~ its the theme song for one jap movie called "Homeless Chukagusei". COOL LUH! love the setting! everything is upside down. love the furniture!
now with some FYPJ MADNESS ON OCT 24TH. it has gotta be one of the good/tiring/crazy day in my life. was late for fypj, FOR THE FIRST TIME! why? look below. &&&&!!! retards in the making! HOHOHO
//raining, jamming
//photoshooting
//make-up-ing
//do not disturb!
//C&Cs
//big smiles
//i hate my face, so sribbled it away~
//AIDA WANT TO BITE ME! AH~~
//multimedia banks ladies. { the logo position abit wrong hor }
//we are irritated by the PROJECTS! or maybe supervisors? { no, we are goOOOOooOod girls~ }
//ARGH~~
//OMG! this scared the hack out of me { NOT! lmao}
//the security roomates
//bringing u "sexy back" ! LOL
//the retarded-s
//oyay! WABBIT
//HMMP!
//this reminds me of heechul. HAHA!
& to siyu's BBQ theme: HALLOWEEN! haha now on with the pic spams! i'm so sorry for the poor quality. my hp, u know~ its not really v v v de good~
//spooky man~~
//AQUA!
//got stabbed~~ omg!
//she is siyu, the DEVIL!
//GRRRR~~~
//evil combo!
//the old witch have backache, pls understand
//the evil& the good?
//one more time~
omg this post is gonna be damn long! haha please bear with me. here are some random FYPJ when i nothing to do, take de pichas~
//MUAH HA HA! BARNEY DOMINATION!
//ok la, dun bully you, muacks!
//tsk tsk tsk!
//the random visitor aka fake evil!
i'm always having my fandom moments. MUAH HA HA. check this one out. so cute luh! the little boy dancing to MIROTIC! and he is wearing TOHOSHINKI TEE! omg cuteness to the max! haha. i think his family, somebody must be a TVXQ fan too. force him to dance? but he so willingly haha. future star! u know they always say its nothing wrong to start from young. LOL!
& heres one more, fanmade. the lyrics LMAO! haha, but really spoke out from a fangirl's heart! haha.
LASTLY, THANK YOU FOR THOSE WISHES PEOPLE!
12:51:00 AM
OBSESSION20081023
OBESSION is sometimes beautiful. ok faster faster, its gonna be 12midnight! i want to SLEEP! today gonna blog abt K-ENTERTAINMENT!!!!
#BIG BANG new release
Big Bang - Number 1 Release Date: 2008.10.22 Tracklist;
01 - Intro 02 - Number 1 03 - Make Love 04 - Come Be My Lady 05 - Haru Haru 06 - With U 07 - How Gee 08 - Baby Baby 09 - So Beautiful 10 - Remember 11 - Heaven 12 - Everything 13 - Always 14 - Candle (Together Forever Jpn. Version) Bonus Track
My o so bias review; Lovin` the korean but hating the english. dont they know they sound awful in english? its like the more they sing in english, the more people will know they suck at it. the boys are practically reading the lyrics instead of singing it. just like what BoA did in "Eat You Up". but its still catchy. LUCKY!
# I DECLARE WAR! {i'm lovin` the battles, woot~}
OYAY the highly anticipated awards, MKMF is coming soon. It is going to be Dong Bang Shin Ki vs Big Bang. MUAH HA HA. both my favs. but *bias towards TVXQ!* take a look at the current stats;
Basically, Big Bang is 2nd in everything, and it’s like DBSK won a landslide of votes. I thought it would be a good fight after the release of Big Bang's album but its a disappointment. at least for me. but Big Bang has been rising strong in the Kpop market in the 1 year and 7 months when Dong Bang Shin Ki has been inactive in Korea and promoting overseas. so they might overthrow the "gods" haha.
ok i cast for both. i'm so good, arent i? haha. This year, there will be 7 sections for the singers awards, 5 sections for genre awards, 13 sections for music video awards and other awards, with 3 DaeSang award in the total of 30 awards all together. take a look at the nominees;
//i apologise for those zigzag lines. i forgot to F7.
*bias me again* hope they win newcomer awards.
# Rain & TVXQ! critised for suggestive music
Headlines in a Korean website that singer Rain and DBSK are under heavy criticism for their erotic songs. Rain's 5th album title track Rainism is said to have sexual connotations and the cane Rain uses at the end of the dance (which he refers to as a "magic stick") suggest sexual innuendos.
The problematic part of the Rainism song?
"떨리는 네 몸 안을 돌고 있는 나의 magic stick 더 이상 넘어갈 수 없는 한곌 느낀 body shake make it Rainism The Rainism 내 몸을 느껴 버렸어"
"My magic stick is spinning in your shivering body. You can’t go beyond my body shake. Make it Rainism The Rainism feel my body.”
Also, the part where Rain sings "I'm gonna be a bad boy" is not well received by the public.
The lyrics for Dong Bang Shin Ki's 4th album MIROTIC song has been analyzed and it was found that the words "crystal" refered to the male sperm and "red ocean" symbolizes the women's hymen. Thus MIROTIC's "I got you under my skin" is highly sexual as well.
Rain and DBSK have always been portraying a sexy image. But did they just cross the line with their new songs?
HUH?! weird la! ok even if there is those sexual connotations whatever you call it, dun like dun listen! who cares about the lyrics, when like most of the people will be watching over their oppas. come on face it! WE ARE BIAS! those older people, sure have nothing to do. those f* sissys' minds most probably are corrupted at the first place to think of something like that! ok sometimes we do want to know the meaning of the songs but since u think it contains something wrong, then its already wrong! what do you want the artist to do anywayz. remake? confiscate those albums that people have purchased? wasting time! i rmb BoA face the same issue for her "ROCK WITH YOU". no action was carried out. now what? {newsflash from k-poped!}
i have no clue what is RAIN trying to potray. he is rain, eliminate fire *BOOM* he is rain, mighty mighty rain *vampires cant get me* he is rain, magic stick working out for me *swoosh swoosh swoosh* COOL EFFECTS but huh? huh? HUH?!
now check this out:
Rain's 5th album title track "Rainism" was critized for having sexually explicit lyrics. Thus, the television station evaluated "Rainism" on the 22nd Oct at 11am and announced that MBC gives its stamp of approval.
MBC concluded that the lyrics are metaphorical and they will not take action. Broadcasting of Rainism MV and Rain's performances are allowed and they have no reason to ban it. MBC also added that "With regards to the portion of lyrics that was claimed to be sexually explicit, metaphors were used. It is up to the listener to interpret it. If such a thing would be disallowed, then it forbids the freedom of expression and imagination."
WTF?! they still need approval for this? "NAH, CHOP!" LMAO! Rain bribed them, no? ok i'm being evil. haha. i shall end my long long post already. thanks for bearing with me? haha.
11:57:00 PM
tear apart20081022
//23 layers //21min //tear
a quick post before i run off to bed. been sick these days. have no motivation at all. the aftermath of the so call big fight is really breaking me. no matter how much i tried to cheer myself up. i couldnt. i'm still smiling but inside my head, i'm still thinking of dear granny. i'm afraid to call her. afraid that she might think that i'm just putting up a show. its wrong for me to think like that. but thats not the reason. it was the words that i'm gonna say to granny over the phone. which is nothing! i cant think of anything to talk to her. i'm really feeling guilty. when i really pluck up my courage to make that phone call, she's asleep. coincidience? then, got news about grandpa coming to singapore, going to be admitted to the hospital. feel like crying again. held it back. went to indulge myself in korean buzz. and for the whole day i have been spamming the forum with posts. wanted to post about some k-news but something is just holding me back. but my photoshop is opened! i gotta do sth! so ya, exploded once again. m happy with it, but it still didn bring a smile onto my face. i really think i produce quite satisfactory stuff when i'm stress. bad thing or good? using jaejoong as the main focus, is so wrong. but whatever, alot of singaporeans still dunno them. so just treat it as a normal stock picture. te-ar, t-ear, however you pronounce it. it still potray negativity. for this case, at least.
12:44:00 AM
sometimes i dare cos i care20081019
i quarrelled with my granny today. its really my fault. but i'm hating it that my granny always say different things in different situations. my trust for her, u know sometimes, i dont really want to trust her. but i still love her no matter what. the issue was about my granny, well at that moment, i heard my granny criticise me like some kind of useless kid. i know nothing & really NOTHING! then after that she said differently in front of me. well i know i'm useless. but the thing i hate it is, why she said things differently in front of me and at the back of me. i know she love me the most, but sometimes i feel, shes making use of this "i love you the most" to get my sympathy. altho i not once did think of that. but as time goes by, i find my granny really acts differently. even in front of love ones. why is that? it really broke my heart. she told me she didn say it, i really would believe it, if she could really tell it to me firmly and not saying things to support that she didn say it. she said like, "why would i say that, i even praised you" but y bother telling me all these instead of the truth? i was also heartbroken that someone who love me so much criticise me like this. i bothered me while i was doing the dishes. after the visitors left, i asked her. she still didn tell me. then it ended, i forgotten all abt it. till she brought it up again. n how i hate my attitude! i raise my voice. but i still love her, why did she hang up my phone for the first time then told me everything when she could have told me yesterday. and now i'm here crying cos i raise my voice at her. i'm really heartbroken. still right or wrong, i still hope my grandmother wont doubt my love for her. she cried when i called her to apologise. i still argued with her crying. because i wanted her to understand. i wasnt angry, i was really sad. i dun even know wad the hell m i typing. i told her, i shouted, i scold, cos i bothered to. and truly i am. but i guess, its still wrong. i dont think she want to hear my apologies anymore. i called her once again to ask for forgivness, she just answered ok. i cried even harder. why...... things have to turn out this way. i'm sorry yet thank you, grandmother.