Even if you knock. Only silence will echo. The ugly reality, hammers me.
Tell myself let it be, let it be.
These few phrases are quoted from Epik High's Moonwalker, a tribute to the King of Pop, MJ. Now that this applies to my current condition, i find it even more meaningful. I still dunno if I have accepted the fact that my grandpa is not around anymore or I have. But i'm happy that he left happily & peacefully. & he left behind 21 years of beautiful memories. thank you, grandfather! now maybe he is like the following picture, up there looking at us~ now tt he is happy, healthy & no more worries up there, i should be happy too.
i am happy i held his hand.
i am happy i fed him.
i am happy i sat beside him.
i am happy i walked with him.
i am happy i ate with him.
i am happy i watched tv with him.
i am happy i crapped with him.
i am happy i took pictures of him, with him.
i am happy i scolded him?
i am happy that he is happy.
grandpa, be happy!
