by the time u guys read this, i am already at the examination hall. i'm taking an exam again. my first was in 2004. & it seems that the results came out, i failed. the mend tear open when i grew up. i delayed taking this examination for years and so it seems, i cant wait any longer else, i would forget those notes tt i have memorise and thus fail even badly. the marker is still trying to figure out the answer to the question is right or wrong since there seem to be 2 right answers. i'm crying while i type this out. my father would ask me are u scared? y are u crying? actually i'm not afraid tt i would fail this exam. i have lived for 20 years n its enf. i have done wad i love. altho 20 years seems short but i think i hv no regrets. lol y m i saying as though i'm really gonna fail tt exam. actually i wont fail but i would definitely change. despite wad ans is correct. it will just be the shorter or longer will i be able to take my last exam. taking exams isnt v scary, in a few hours, everything will be over. u are numb when u are taking it, things just run progressively without thinking. u know wad to do next. you wont feel a thing. just maybe perspire? although how much i hate taking exams, i think dont treat it like its an exam. there are many other ppl doing the same thing in this world. i'm not the only one. u fail u pass, thats just not impt, u have done ur very best, thats wad is more impt. there are ppl taking exams which levels are higher, chances of failure are higher. yet they still take it, so wad rights do i have to say. my past life, i have done so much wrong doings maybe, its time to payback. but i hv my family with me. my relatives etc etc. i'm v happy taking this exam. wad has to come has to come. its only sooner or later. so its now.
this blog would most probably be left to rot for quite some time.
takecare people ! oya~ i dun hv IDD, so save money dun sms me ok~
{ so sry to not inform u guys abt this }
