secrets, i dont like secrets, and of course i wouldnt like to keep them. why bother keeping them since its a secret, i shldnt even hear anything about it at all. secrets, its just a nicer word for gossips? come on, gossips ppl love it. i cant say i dont gossip but i wont so something wrong purposely go gossip. to me it may seems to be entertainment, but sometimes gossips are propaganda, sometimes its harmful. sometimes it hurts really bad, to you to other people. but one is still loving it. why? humans, un-understandable. is there even such a word. secrets, you tell me, u trust me. and trust till the very end, or else, from the beginning dont even tell me a word about your that little secret. if its a secret, y is more n more ppl knowing it? & then u turn to me with those eyes? trust no more, you said. i said, fine, u deserve it, because apparently you are the one spreading it, you just need somebody else to cover it up for your wrong doing. and u picked me. those you told, you trust them? ya u said, more than me. ok so fine, why do you even want to tell me? we are running in loops. those u least suspect, those who are so interested in knowing your secret, those who pester you asking you to say it out, say say say, then they "turn away" and say ok its ok, u dont need to tell me, its fine nvm. then that voice inside you, pushes you forward to spill every little thing out. are those ppl whom you can trust? really? will they shut up after you tell them? fine, you believe they will. & u picture someone like me to spill it out. what can i say. nothing, ur trust for me from the beginning you told me, its already zero, what can i expect? say it str8, i am those kind, you want to tell tell. or else, shoo off~ dont act like u super trust me, then when things turn ugly, you pin point at me. no use girl, i wont be suffering, ur secret leaked, not me. i suffer, ya i lost one good friend. no i shld say stranger. you can talk crap to other ppl, psycho them into how you think of me, i wont, i still treat u as a stranger, act friend like how u acted as my friend.
say oways say, u are nice, ya you are nice. to other ppl, whom u think will be by ur side, they will only see your good side. cos in front of them, you will only show your good side. sadly, i saw the other side of you. backstab, lie, act, fake. how disgusting o so seriously! haven you got your own thinking? u claim those ideas to be yours. o really? fine in future come out with more. dont just stuck at the idea you claim is yours. you are so innocent, oyes you are. to break you, just trash all your ugly things out. but i chose not to. because that would make me the same as you. what have you said behind my back. what have i done for you behind your back. all behind each other's backs. did i backstab? i did! but to me i did not, to you it may seem yes. but think about it, am i stating the fact at the right time? u heard abt the backstab, is that it? have u tried to find out what good i did for you. which i dont even need to but yet i look at the good things you did, and find reasons for me to do, to coninue. you didn come crying, come begging, but i just do it, for the sake of you. what i gain. nothing but harsh treatment. you said you dont deserve it, then may i ask. do i deserve it? i m talking to myself, i m supporting myself, i am defending myself, i am selling myself. ya~ compared to yours, i m just a minor.
humans beings, how ugly, how pretty. are you ugly or pretty?
